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After requests from my dear ayaan and nema, i will finally write a new entry. I cant say no to you girls ;)

So its about 6 am. and i  have been up for 12 hours which means i woke up at 6 pm last night. I have complitely flipped my sleeping schedual. Thats what you get from spending 3 nights at chris' place with your laptop, playing games all night long and sleeping all day.

I would stay up to flip it back again, but its new years today and i dont want to be tired! so i'll probebly get as much sleep as possible.

Todays schedual
* being woken up to celebrate sabinas birthday with breakfast in bed. aproxemetly around 9-10 am.
* Going back to sleep
* waking up to call chris at 1 pm
* going to town to meet him and johan to buy alcohol at 2 pm
* going back to sleep
* and then finally waking up at 5 to shower and get ready for a wild night out!

So how was my christmas?

I hate christmas, Only for the fact thats the one occasion where my whole family gets together. And God knows, our family whould NOT be together. The morning started with fighting and arguing and crying and yelling. Thank God we always go for christmas dinner at our Godparents house in Karlstad, where we atleast get to pretend to be a normal family. That part of christmas was nice. However once we got home it was the regular fighting and arguing and yelling and crying again. Untill one of the family member went a way. my brother. Now dont get me wrong, this isnt my brothers faulth, it could have been anyone that left, and things would calm down again. The fact is we CAN NOT be all 4 of  us under the same roof.

2008 Is going to me a redemption year, im taking back everything that ive lost, and renewing all that is bad. and changing all that needs to be changes and finding new experiences.