FINALLY!!
Finally!! i finnished and passed the math D curse! and now i can finally get into the university!!! YAAAYYY
ITS NICEE!!
The only thing thats bothering me right now is that i feel neauses almost everyday, i feel extremly neauses right now. and NO im not pregnant =P.. maybe im just tired.
ITS NICEE!!
The only thing thats bothering me right now is that i feel neauses almost everyday, i feel extremly neauses right now. and NO im not pregnant =P.. maybe im just tired.
Matte pluggande och lekandes i ängar
Idag har jag plugga matte D i typ 5-6 timmar! satt med ayaan och nema i universitets biblan, sen drog ayaan...hon verkar alltid ha brottom hem. hon hade väll en choklad kaka som väntade på henne hemma eller nåt ;) haha.
Så jag och nema satt kvar och plugga, fick verkligen massa gjort. ÄLSKAR att sitta där! blir så " in the mood" att plugga:)
Vad vill du =P.
Ayaan va dock inte lika paparazzi sugen =P
Haha diva =P
Fast nema visade gärna sina vackra ögon *wink*
Sen tog vi en rast och gick och lekte lite i ängarna bakom universitetet. det va jätte fint där!.
WIEEEE! haha
"DONT SHOOT, DONT SHOOT!" haha bästa bilden =P
Så jag och nema satt kvar och plugga, fick verkligen massa gjort. ÄLSKAR att sitta där! blir så " in the mood" att plugga:)
Vad vill du =P.
Ayaan va dock inte lika paparazzi sugen =P
Haha diva =P
Fast nema visade gärna sina vackra ögon *wink*
Sen tog vi en rast och gick och lekte lite i ängarna bakom universitetet. det va jätte fint där!.
WIEEEE! haha
"DONT SHOOT, DONT SHOOT!" haha bästa bilden =P
uncomfertable....
I dont like the way i look right now, im not comfertable in my body, i feel like im crawling out of my skin. I dont like my big arms, my D-cup boobs. My Big thighs that rub against eachother when i walk, My expanding waistline. I dont want ANY of it!. I miss the way i used to look, the way im supose to look. When i see myself in the mirror, i dont see myself. I see someone else, someone im not supose to be. I dont like how i look like righ now. I want to go back to my old body, the one i was happy with....i just dont know how to get there anymore..
And i dont want any comments saying that i look fine and beautiful and all that, because this isnt about how people see me, this is how i see myself.
I see myself gradually turning into the before picture.
And i dont want any comments saying that i look fine and beautiful and all that, because this isnt about how people see me, this is how i see myself.
I see myself gradually turning into the before picture.
Listen to this song while you read the post below. i think it sets the mood right..
EVERYONE SUCKS!!!!
I HATE THIS! I HATE THIS! I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!
im so sick and tired of sitting in my room for days and days!!
ive been fucking stuck in my room now for 4 fucking days straight, and its not the first time this happens! and the weather is beautiful! but NO ONE wants to do anything!! everyones always to bussy with school or work or to tired or something!!
what the fuck!!! i HATE BEING INSIDE! im NOT an inside person! but i have NO ONE to hang out with!
whats wrong with people?! this is how i got fat in the first place! i had no friends, and i just sat inside all day watching tv and eating. and NOW look at me! ITS THE SAME SHIT!!. I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!!!
people tell me to find new friends, well I TRY! i always try!! everytime i meet some one new im always open to hang out, and i come with suggestions and everything! BUT PEOPLE DONT WANT NEW FRIENDS! they just want their regular ones! AND IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THROWING MYSELF AT POEPLE THAT DONT EVEN APPRIECHIATE IT!
IM ALWYS UP FOR DOING STUFF! ALWAYS! people can always count on me to be there when they want to do something....WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE?! why can they count on ME but i cant count on THEM!.
what the hell!!....i know i dont have many fiends. but i even reach out to people i dont normally hang out with...and NOTHING...NO ONE!!
I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS: IM GOING FUCKING INSANE!!! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!
and NO i dont wanna hang in your room or apartment! that just going from one room to another! why are people so booring!!!!!!
I HATE YOU ALL!!!!
im so sick and tired of sitting in my room for days and days!!
ive been fucking stuck in my room now for 4 fucking days straight, and its not the first time this happens! and the weather is beautiful! but NO ONE wants to do anything!! everyones always to bussy with school or work or to tired or something!!
what the fuck!!! i HATE BEING INSIDE! im NOT an inside person! but i have NO ONE to hang out with!
whats wrong with people?! this is how i got fat in the first place! i had no friends, and i just sat inside all day watching tv and eating. and NOW look at me! ITS THE SAME SHIT!!. I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!!!
people tell me to find new friends, well I TRY! i always try!! everytime i meet some one new im always open to hang out, and i come with suggestions and everything! BUT PEOPLE DONT WANT NEW FRIENDS! they just want their regular ones! AND IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THROWING MYSELF AT POEPLE THAT DONT EVEN APPRIECHIATE IT!
IM ALWYS UP FOR DOING STUFF! ALWAYS! people can always count on me to be there when they want to do something....WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE?! why can they count on ME but i cant count on THEM!.
what the hell!!....i know i dont have many fiends. but i even reach out to people i dont normally hang out with...and NOTHING...NO ONE!!
I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS: IM GOING FUCKING INSANE!!! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!
and NO i dont wanna hang in your room or apartment! that just going from one room to another! why are people so booring!!!!!!
I HATE YOU ALL!!!!