..S.a.r.i.n.a..

I dont like the way i look right now, im not comfertable in my body, i feel like im crawling out of my skin. I dont like my big arms, my D-cup boobs. My Big thighs that rub against eachother when i walk, My expanding waistline. I dont want ANY of it!. I miss the way i used to look, the way im supose to look.  When i see myself in the mirror, i dont see myself. I see someone else, someone im not supose to be. I dont like how i look like righ now. I want to go back to my old body, the one i was happy with....i just dont know how to get there anymore..

And i dont want any comments saying that i look fine and beautiful and all that, because this isnt about how people see me, this is how i see myself.





I see myself gradually turning into the before picture.