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I have been thinking latley where my blog is going. It started out with me just lashing out my inner thoughts because i wasnt feeling good. That was back in 2006.  Then i started writing poems and philosofical views about life. That was back when i really picked my brain and had many thoughts that i couldnt really grasp on. Then i started writing about what i was doing, just so you guys could keep on eye on me.  I think at one point i even food blogged. Then i went on my california trips and blogged about them and posted pictures.  And now, i just blogg because i feel guilty that i dont.

I dont know where i want this to go. what i want to do. But i guess thats whats so convenient about blogs, -You can do what the hell you want!




Im suprised how easily i say yes to helping people out, Whenever someone asks me a favor i almost immediately say yes. Even if its not in my convenience. I give people rides, I go to town and run their errands, I talk to other people for them, its like i cant say no to helping people.  Now im not saying this is bothering me,I enjoy making people happy, or making one part of their life a little easier.  im just having a self-revelation moment. I guess if i believe in karma, which I do, im supposingly going to get something back out of it.



well im off to town to banana moon because fredrik left some movies there and he doesnt have time to pick up the money for them because he has to work. so he asked me to do it for him. they close at 18.00 so i have to be there before that. And then i have to pick up my dad from the train staition at 18.30.  either i can pick up the money and then go home and then go back to town againg, or wait in my car for 30+ min.  hmm...what a conundrum