seriously wtf?

Where the hell does this anxiety i feel creaping up coming from?!  i just dont get it! i know my life isnt how i wanted to be, but i used to always be able to adapt quickly.  I know times dont stay the same for a long time, so i know things will change...but why do i need to get anxiety for it?  Somehow my life has schedual and rythm, but inside its just like this big blurry mess!

Im dealing with it, and i know im doing really good.  But i feel that im doing something wrong, i shouldnt be having anxiety like this. 

I still dont feel like myself yet..i realize it when im with people.

Still climbing up the ladder...just give me some time..

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!! JUST LET ME BREAK OUT OF THIS SHELL!!!! NOW NOW NOW!!




You might have broken me
But i've been through enough to know
Each  time my skin gets thicker
And I get the chance to grow

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Postat av: Emma

Det löser sig, folk som du och jag lär hitta hem så småningom. Vart det nu blir. Hoppas att det en dag bara uppenbarar sig! Löser sig ju för alla andra så det ska fan göra det för oss också. Bara rastlösa själar! Tror det är den här jävla åldern vi befinner oss i. Kram

2011-01-19 @ 03:04:15

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