im alive

Im alive, ive just been busy or to lazy to write. im having alot of fun meeting new people. and dont worry im not making the same mistake i did last time by falling in love with someone, haha!

i still havent seen steven yet, i dont know what to do. im letting it play out by its self. eventually i
ll do something.

Im going to my aunts house today. you know i have to see the reletives and all.


miss everyone!

hemma fest


couddle puddle!


alla ar hoga pa E haha




Im in the cool gang!


the day after:
We went looking for some snow in the mountains. (as was everyone else!)



We found some!


oh noo!


yo whats up!


Me trying to act like a professional photographer, (like always, haha)




Here We Go Again

Okey, so im all packed up, and ive cleaned my apartment. All thats left now is going to my parents house, eating my final meal haha, i had them buy me sil, potato and rödbetsallad. and lussebulle and glögg. 

since i wont get my traditional swedish christmas dinner, im  having a mini one before i go.

so my buss leaves at 01.45 tonight, its going to be a painfull travel there, i have to go on 3 different flights *UUUHH* its going to be a bitch. but sometimes you have to sacrifise.

im going to miss EVERYONE and EVERYTHING here!! but keep cheking out my blog. this will be my second usa blog haha, i'll try to update alot more this time!

ugh i still dont know what im going to do with the whole Steven thing, i'll have to figure it out when i get there.

marry christmas everyone! and have a happy new year!

i'll be raving my ass off! haha hopefully =P

Bed talk- self revelation

I know who i am, I know what kind of person i am, I've realised what makes me happy, what way of life i would be the most happiest with, because after all... life is firstly about the pursuit of happiness.

So here is goes. ......IM A LESBIAN!!



HAHAHAHHAH just kidding. a little 1 am humour.

no, this is what i've realised.

Im the most happiest when im on a constant move, when im constantly facing new things, new experiences, new people, new places.

I wish i could just move around on this earth, never really having a set home,  but using the whole world as one big home. Because if i keep on a constant move, I wont feel trapped, which is the worst feeling in the world for me.
I would call myself a drifter - hoping for the best. Going to different cities, in different countries, working just to get by.
I dont need extra things, i would be happy with living on next to nothing, as long as i have the freedom to do things, to try new things, new experiences, new people, etc.


That would be my ideal life, that is what would grant me peace of mind, tranquility, and acceptence of life. and most importantly feed my soul with complete bliss.

Then, when the time comes, where i feel i want to settle down somewhere, start a family and all that. I would be totally okey with it without freaking out, because i know ive done what makes me happy.

I think its important that you are true to yourself, live for yourself, because you are the only constant thing you will always have with you.




Thank you for making it enjoyable